Bad Days (but keep on smiling!)

Days where I cannot tolerate anyone or anything; this isn’t me! I want to escape to be with you.

Oh how I miss you!

I just want you near & yet you’re so far, sometimes it is even impossible to think of you.

But how can this be? My lifetime friend, why did it ever end???

Dad … you were my sun that rose everyday & now I just want to say ‘Hey’

I hate this deep dark feeling within me, an empty pit that cannot be filled

But I know your still with me. Subconsciously… in my dreams

Filling my days with happiness, knowing I was dreaming of you

The frustration of not being able to think of My Daddy’s Love… memories scattered & lost

His Cheshire Cat smile comes back to me, I take a look in the mirror & there it is, you live on within me & I’ll never stop smiling

One thing is for sure, when my dad left this earth he gave me the best present of all!

The appreciation of life & how short it can be…

See you later loves you xXx